Don't Hold Your Breath (One-Shot)
Title: Don’t Hold Your Breath (One Shot)
Description: Sophie is at the top of the church re thinking about everything.....
Rating: U
Sophie was stood at the top of the church. She couldn’t remember how she got there only that it was a complete blur. She heard voices and laughter coming from behind her. They were still swimming in her head and all around her. She couldn’t escape. She took another swig of the big bottle of booze seeing if it would help in anyway. She took in a deep breath in an attempted to calm herself. All these different things were going through her mind about Sian ......
“Don't hold your breath
You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Girl I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back
Don't hold your breath”
.....How Sian had left her when she needed her the most. How her parent had turned their back on her when she needed them the most. How God had left her when she needed him the most. Even though she turned her back on him, but only because of that reason.
She tried thinking happier thoughts, to when her and Sian were the perfect couple. They loved each other so much nothing could get in their way at that time. . “If I think happy thoughts, I would be able to just fly through the air.”
“I was under your spell for such a long time,
Couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart,
Tore me apart with all your lies and games
It took all the strength I had
But I crawled up on my feet again
Now you're trying to lure me back
But no, those days are gone, my friend”
..... It wasn’t working. Other thoughts managed to wriggle their way in. Thoughts of Sian and that Chloe girl together she had seen how close they were in pictures, what would they be doing behind those pictures? Sian reassured her that they were just friends of course. But that’s how it always is. They wouldn’t exactly come out with it would they.....
“Are you cheating on me?”
“Yes. Yes I am.”
She took one big massive gulp of the drink to get rid of these torturous thoughts. She wanted to imagine Sian touching her again. Just one last time. She could see it in her head but couldn’t feel a thing........
“You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Girl I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath”
...... Sophie couldn’t feel Sian at all. She was slipping away from her. Slipping away like she did when she got on that bus......
“I was worried about you
But you never cared about me none
You took my money
And I know that you, you could kill someone
I gave you everything
But nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff”
“Sophie you’re just being jealous. Go back to Sian and show her how much you love her”, Sophie said to herself. She whipped away a few tears. She knew she wouldn’t be able to get rid of all of them so there was no use in trying. She turned around slowly. But suddenly the back of her foot slipped off the edge. She wasn’t able to control herself. It already felt like everything was spinning around her.
“Move on,
Don't look back
I jumped off a train
Running off the tracks
Your days gone,
Face the facts
A bad movie ends
And the screen fades to black”
No one would be able to save her, not even her beloved Sian.
“You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back.....”
She couldn’t let any sound out from her mouth. There was an almighty crash. Glass was broken, the car alarm was going off, echoing within the distance, people rushed outside. But everybody was just in awe. It was like the world had stopped for a moment.
“You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Girl I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath”
~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4nKOzk8qbw ~