Love Me--That's All I Ask Of You...
Mmm..love that song. You people should go see Phantom of the Opera. Its fantastic.
ANYWAY...
Okay. Tuesday was boring, so I don't have to talk about that. (Right?) Wednesday was also boring. (Unless something happened, and I don't remember it... Forgive me.) But THURSDAY...oh, Thursday... Perhaps Thursdays are my new lucky days? I don't know. Last week Scott asked me out. Welll..that seemed lucky at the time. But last night. Ohh..last night. Oh wait...it was at Midnight...so it would have been Friday MORNING. Fridays ARE my lucky days..according to my Zodiac symbol. x_x So yeah..okay. Well. During school, I was just reallyreally hyper, 'cause Holly and everyone kept making me laugh my butt off until I cried(which I did like...four times, I swear). So yeah. I was hyper for about the rest of the day, and the fact that I got a cherry coke from Garden Ridge when my mom and I went to get a rug didn't help one bit. Not a bad thing...I like being hyper. Issoomuuuchfuuuun. And Megan was at Barnes & Noble, and she called me about 30 minutes before she was to be picked up by her friend Sami, wanting to know if I could come... I wasn't really doing anything, so I said sure, but I couldn't get a ride from mum, so I waited another ten minutes until dad got home. Megan called again wondering where I was, and I told her I would leave in five seconds. Didn't happen, of course. By the time I got a chance to ask dad if he could take me, he was already in his pjs and eating dinner. I felt bad when I did ask him....we had a big argument over it, but finally he gave up(I didn't really want him to give up at this point), and got dressed again to take me. I felt bad during the whole car ride... I was let out in front of the building(dad gave me $100, 'cause I wasn't sure how much I would need...). I rushed inside to look for Megan(she called right when I got in, but I wasn't quick enough to answer, so I waited until she called me back...but she didn't..for a while... Lesson learned). She was nowhere to be found, and finally, when she DID call me back, she told me that Sami already came and got her. I was calling her a moron..because she left..and she said she'd turn back around and come get ME.. After that phone call, my soliloquy starting scolding me.. "Dude..she's not the moron. YOU are." I know, I know. And I felt worse after that. >_< I went over to the manga section and started reading a book(X/1999 vol. 17), when Megan was like, "BOO!" right behind me. Scared the crap outta me.. Well, we picked up some books(me--one, her--about five?), bought them, left for Megan's, Megan and Sami exchanged Valentine's stuff since they hadn't gotten a chance to, and I read.. Until her mom had to go to my house so my mum could color her hair..she brought me and Megan with her.. Megan and I were on the computer..until she had to leave...then I got on the computer... And thats when stuff happened.
Okay. Well. Argh.. I don't even know where to begin. I'll start here. You know that random dude that IMed me last Saturday when I was talking to Scott while he was being a drunken asshole? His friend Cameron? Well, he IMed me last night and we got to talking and I was being really hyper because of the cherry coke. (I really should drink those more often. They had a weird/good effect on me...) And one time, he was quiet for a while... And then he IMs me finally, and he first says, "Taylor." (as if to get my attention, duh) At that moment, many stupid thoughts started racing in my head. I wondered if this were going to be just like last week, with him asking me out and what not. My soliloquy started talking to me again, saying, "Don't get your hopes up. Just because it happened once, doesn't mean it'll happen aga-" My soliloquy was silent when he suddenly said three words I thought I'd never hear from a person who lives here. "I love you." Boooy, did I start spazzin'. I was like.. "Wait..when? How? Why? How did this come to pass?" and of course, "OMGWTFBBQ." I didn't say the last part to him..but I said the stuff before that to him. And he took it as an indication that I didn't return his feelings, so I had to tell him that I never said I DIDN'T... But I was just wondering. Because, just like Scott, we had JUST gotten to talking.
Oh my.. I just realized something. It CAN happen. Just like with me and Blake. My old, OLD crush. I fell in love the moment I laid eyes on him. We had NEVER spoken before. But...my young and stupid self was prone to falling in love. Not that my present self isn't... ~~; So..I guess that relates to this. Unless he was joking, like Scott. I mean, you never know. They ARE friends. But Cameron is nicer...much nicer. And he cares for my welfare. (He rescued me from Scott.) But...ARGH! Mom came down and told me to get off, and she wasn't going to leave until I did. I told him we'd have to discuss this tomorrow, and he asked if he could call me later(*Happyish sigh*), but it was too late, since I couldn't have calls after 10 pm, and it was midnight. So...I went to bed, extremely hyper, extremely happy, extremely confused. People must love toying with my emotions this month. Argh. I hope next month, people will LAY OFF. They're going to toy with my heart so much, it will eventually become permanently damaged. I'll be a walking doll! :gonk:
I'm talking to Cameron...let's see how that goes.
Well..okay..that's all the news for now. If anything happens, I'll update again. Later.
-Taylor
ANYWAY...
Okay. Tuesday was boring, so I don't have to talk about that. (Right?) Wednesday was also boring. (Unless something happened, and I don't remember it... Forgive me.) But THURSDAY...oh, Thursday... Perhaps Thursdays are my new lucky days? I don't know. Last week Scott asked me out. Welll..that seemed lucky at the time. But last night. Ohh..last night. Oh wait...it was at Midnight...so it would have been Friday MORNING. Fridays ARE my lucky days..according to my Zodiac symbol. x_x So yeah..okay. Well. During school, I was just reallyreally hyper, 'cause Holly and everyone kept making me laugh my butt off until I cried(which I did like...four times, I swear). So yeah. I was hyper for about the rest of the day, and the fact that I got a cherry coke from Garden Ridge when my mom and I went to get a rug didn't help one bit. Not a bad thing...I like being hyper. Issoomuuuchfuuuun. And Megan was at Barnes & Noble, and she called me about 30 minutes before she was to be picked up by her friend Sami, wanting to know if I could come... I wasn't really doing anything, so I said sure, but I couldn't get a ride from mum, so I waited another ten minutes until dad got home. Megan called again wondering where I was, and I told her I would leave in five seconds. Didn't happen, of course. By the time I got a chance to ask dad if he could take me, he was already in his pjs and eating dinner. I felt bad when I did ask him....we had a big argument over it, but finally he gave up(I didn't really want him to give up at this point), and got dressed again to take me. I felt bad during the whole car ride... I was let out in front of the building(dad gave me $100, 'cause I wasn't sure how much I would need...). I rushed inside to look for Megan(she called right when I got in, but I wasn't quick enough to answer, so I waited until she called me back...but she didn't..for a while... Lesson learned). She was nowhere to be found, and finally, when she DID call me back, she told me that Sami already came and got her. I was calling her a moron..because she left..and she said she'd turn back around and come get ME.. After that phone call, my soliloquy starting scolding me.. "Dude..she's not the moron. YOU are." I know, I know. And I felt worse after that. >_< I went over to the manga section and started reading a book(X/1999 vol. 17), when Megan was like, "BOO!" right behind me. Scared the crap outta me.. Well, we picked up some books(me--one, her--about five?), bought them, left for Megan's, Megan and Sami exchanged Valentine's stuff since they hadn't gotten a chance to, and I read.. Until her mom had to go to my house so my mum could color her hair..she brought me and Megan with her.. Megan and I were on the computer..until she had to leave...then I got on the computer... And thats when stuff happened.
Okay. Well. Argh.. I don't even know where to begin. I'll start here. You know that random dude that IMed me last Saturday when I was talking to Scott while he was being a drunken asshole? His friend Cameron? Well, he IMed me last night and we got to talking and I was being really hyper because of the cherry coke. (I really should drink those more often. They had a weird/good effect on me...) And one time, he was quiet for a while... And then he IMs me finally, and he first says, "Taylor." (as if to get my attention, duh) At that moment, many stupid thoughts started racing in my head. I wondered if this were going to be just like last week, with him asking me out and what not. My soliloquy started talking to me again, saying, "Don't get your hopes up. Just because it happened once, doesn't mean it'll happen aga-" My soliloquy was silent when he suddenly said three words I thought I'd never hear from a person who lives here. "I love you." Boooy, did I start spazzin'. I was like.. "Wait..when? How? Why? How did this come to pass?" and of course, "OMGWTFBBQ." I didn't say the last part to him..but I said the stuff before that to him. And he took it as an indication that I didn't return his feelings, so I had to tell him that I never said I DIDN'T... But I was just wondering. Because, just like Scott, we had JUST gotten to talking.
Oh my.. I just realized something. It CAN happen. Just like with me and Blake. My old, OLD crush. I fell in love the moment I laid eyes on him. We had NEVER spoken before. But...my young and stupid self was prone to falling in love. Not that my present self isn't... ~~; So..I guess that relates to this. Unless he was joking, like Scott. I mean, you never know. They ARE friends. But Cameron is nicer...much nicer. And he cares for my welfare. (He rescued me from Scott.) But...ARGH! Mom came down and told me to get off, and she wasn't going to leave until I did. I told him we'd have to discuss this tomorrow, and he asked if he could call me later(*Happyish sigh*), but it was too late, since I couldn't have calls after 10 pm, and it was midnight. So...I went to bed, extremely hyper, extremely happy, extremely confused. People must love toying with my emotions this month. Argh. I hope next month, people will LAY OFF. They're going to toy with my heart so much, it will eventually become permanently damaged. I'll be a walking doll! :gonk:
I'm talking to Cameron...let's see how that goes.
Well..okay..that's all the news for now. If anything happens, I'll update again. Later.
-Taylor