Feb 13, 2005 12:39
well
nothing has really been going on in the life of bess
all except i have feelings for someone...more like 2 someone's but i think the second someone is slipping away..but thats because its his fault and the first someone i dont know very well i met him like 2 weeks ago..
i went to robins party last night which was AWESOMEEEE and 2 people who make you really want to fall in love and have your own "prince charming" and i was totally hyper..i like fought lisa.. and took pictures of shawn and threw stuffed animals at robin and kissed allison? whoa
so the party started at 7:30 and i didn't get there till 9 cuz my hair was wet and i couldn't find my jacket which i still cant find... and then mom got in the car and took 5 minutes to lock up and then started the car realizing she left the directions in the house...so she went back and got them and then didn't even use them when we were driving..but oh well i wish i could have stayed longer or gotten there earlier despite my lazyness and mother
so we watched some movie with jim carrey and erasing of the minds i think its eternal sunshine and then me and lisa started talking about allison and allison got offended and came over and started giving lisa a lap dance and with that..nearly giving lisa a heartattack.. poor lisa is such a homophobe not that allison is a homo she just loves me hehe and i love her and im going to kick shawns ass for reasons upstairs with allison and grant..boys are jackasses..
i think im clumsy
i ran into 2 chairs at robins and almost fell down the stairs
and i think im wayyy to crazy
like fighting lisa and talking in kipp language and laughing toooooo much and telling allison i was worse than her..wow i cant be worse than allison..thats like impossible.. actually me and allison are like the same person.. just different in certain ways like blonde and black hahahahahaha and to think people think im blonde on the inside????????? how rude!! and pasting sticky stuff on shawn and taking pictures of kevin and killing allisons camera all in 2 hours..lol and i talked wayy too much ugh i need a boyfriend....:(
i dont even have a valentine :(
ill be lisas valentine she'll like that ;) well get our own room upstairs in her house and make love on her stairs
but about this boy...i think i wrote a song about him..i write too many songs and poems. i think its really awesome to put how you feel into words on a paper for other people to read..lol but anyways im really bored.. i need a valentine... who wants to be my valentine?
bleh
i think my phone is messed up.. i think i talk to much..its weird cuz when im around all new people and know like one friend im really quiet like shy and stuff and then once i get to know them im more of myself..actually its weird cuz i never know what my real self is.. i take this medicine that makes me a totally different person ( aderol) ( add) and then when im not on it im totally crazy like allison.. I WANT TO GO TO ASTROWORLD
i like hanging out with blair
blair is cool
we email eachother in history class when we sit like next to eachother kinda sorta...
blair is my love allison is my wife lisa is there when i want to get naughty and robin is my lover after im naughty with lisa?