I'm sorry I know I've updated a million times today but now I'm so fucking pissed off
I HATE MY FAMILY, MY MOM THE MOST, I FUCKING HATE HER AS MUCH AS I COULD HATE ANYONE.
I actually need therapy at this stage. It actually sounds so ridiculous but I need to talk to someone that I don't know because theres no point talking to people I do know about this. OMG I WANT TO GOD DAMN DIE RIGHT NOW. I HAVE THAT FUCKING BREATHING THING AGAIN. She just called me a whore! Who the fuck does she think she is. She's sick today and I fucking did everything she askd me to, and then she calls me a whore who didnt do anything she asked me to do! She must be fucking blind. I HATE HER. I am doing something about this, I haven't got a clue what though, when she just laughs at me when I ask her to let me go see someone. I want a therapist, someone who will actually listen to everything I have to say and that I can say absolutely anything to. I want to do that so much. The thing about a therapist or shrink or whatever they are is that they really don't fucking care about you at all. so why the fuck should I talk to one of them! omg I hate her!!!!!!!!!!! I want to cry and talk to someone and tell them everything and I never can. It's shit.
I actually need therapy at this stage. It actually sounds so ridiculous but I need to talk to someone that I don't know because theres no point talking to people I do know about this. OMG I WANT TO GOD DAMN DIE RIGHT NOW. I HAVE THAT FUCKING BREATHING THING AGAIN. She just called me a whore! Who the fuck does she think she is. She's sick today and I fucking did everything she askd me to, and then she calls me a whore who didnt do anything she asked me to do! She must be fucking blind. I HATE HER. I am doing something about this, I haven't got a clue what though, when she just laughs at me when I ask her to let me go see someone. I want a therapist, someone who will actually listen to everything I have to say and that I can say absolutely anything to. I want to do that so much. The thing about a therapist or shrink or whatever they are is that they really don't fucking care about you at all. so why the fuck should I talk to one of them! omg I hate her!!!!!!!!!!! I want to cry and talk to someone and tell them everything and I never can. It's shit.