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An update on this journal.. hm..
I am still in medical mess.. I was in the surgery center yesterday, crying because they still didn't know what's wrong with me.
1 more procedure with the stomach, and then we've exhausted everything except allergy tests.
Work is alright, I've had a bad 2 weeks which followed an amazing 3 weeks. I blame it on all the other shit going on :)
I'm fine mentally, I'm just so exhausted of all of this... this trying to be better, get better, etc.
I'm not though. :/
If you still read this and are interested in reading my actual journal, comment on this one and I'll message you the name. Be forewarned: it's my actual journal, sometimes I've updated 6 times in one day, other times none. But it's rather graphic soooo you'll have to deal with that. But hopefully if you don't want to read, you won't ask for the name. :)
I am still in medical mess.. I was in the surgery center yesterday, crying because they still didn't know what's wrong with me.
1 more procedure with the stomach, and then we've exhausted everything except allergy tests.
Work is alright, I've had a bad 2 weeks which followed an amazing 3 weeks. I blame it on all the other shit going on :)
I'm fine mentally, I'm just so exhausted of all of this... this trying to be better, get better, etc.
I'm not though. :/
If you still read this and are interested in reading my actual journal, comment on this one and I'll message you the name. Be forewarned: it's my actual journal, sometimes I've updated 6 times in one day, other times none. But it's rather graphic soooo you'll have to deal with that. But hopefully if you don't want to read, you won't ask for the name. :)