don't bother to read i am just over thinking and need to get stuff out of my head
So I am really good at remembering to take time for myself and just relax and think. The problem is I think and worry about life way to much. I sometimes start to wish that I could just return to the days when all I had to remember was whose friend I was allowed to be:Laurnen, Mary or Sydney. Sometimes I would be happy to just be hiding in a hay loft. Almost anytime in my past seems better,which is scary since I have so much more going for me now. But in third grade maybe you could preteend to plan who was going to be your brides maid or your best friend, which was one in the same.Now i try to truly plan the rest of my life.
I need to learn to live in the moment stop trying to worry about if I am doing things right or wrong.I need to learn that i should scrap everything because one thing is wrong and that sometimes over examining things makes you lose what you really love. I have to remember that god sent people into my live to tear down the walls and that i should stop desiring to wall my heart up again. I know life is better without them. i need to embrace life and stop being scared. Hopefully i will actually learn all of the things i KNOW i need to learn.
I need to learn to live in the moment stop trying to worry about if I am doing things right or wrong.I need to learn that i should scrap everything because one thing is wrong and that sometimes over examining things makes you lose what you really love. I have to remember that god sent people into my live to tear down the walls and that i should stop desiring to wall my heart up again. I know life is better without them. i need to embrace life and stop being scared. Hopefully i will actually learn all of the things i KNOW i need to learn.