College, self, and dedication...
(*sigh*) Man, I keep beating myself up for not studying enough, not getting out enough, eating too much junk, being too lazy...and all because it's true. RESOLUTION TIME! I know it's not the new year, but that's actually GOOD. Everyone knows that nobody keeps new-year's resolutions. So this is a ME resolution. I will: implement an exercise schedule. I'm sick and tired of feeling tired because I'm not in shape. I will: eat a proper proportion of fruit/veggies, less sugary crap, and cut back on the meat. I'm sick and tired of feeling bad for knowing I've had way too much soda, more meat (proportionally) than I should, and feeling bad because I can't freaking eat right. I will: study and actually DO PRACTICE PROBLEMS. This is why I'm only making a fricking C in Calc, when I should be stomping that class like no-body's business. Ends now. I will: do errands/cleaning/laundry BEFORE the last second. Feeling rushed for procastination is the devil. I will do HW AHEAD of time. See previous reason. I will: get out more socially, and not find excuses to not have fun with friends. I always feel dirty when I don't have some pressing, legitimate reason, and I need to be more social ANYWAY. I will: NOT compromise any of the above for a #%#^#&%$^&#%(*##^$%*&#$^&*%$%* computer game. Or books. I've allowed myself to slip back into ol' basement rat me AGAIN, where the vast majority of free time is taken up by computers, reading, and plotting over something as dumb as a game. Addiction is bad. Rehab is now. GRRRRR.
These resolutions go in effect NOW. Because every time I've put off these kinds of resolutions, they only CONTINUE to get put off. That stops too. Real-life is more important than any god-damn fantasy world.
These resolutions go in effect NOW. Because every time I've put off these kinds of resolutions, they only CONTINUE to get put off. That stops too. Real-life is more important than any god-damn fantasy world.