Feb 12, 2009 22:27
Ellen just asked me what was wrong, and as soon as I said, "I don't know," I realized it was a lie.
I miss Doug.
But for a good reason this time.
Today is the fourth anniversary of our first date.
My whole world is screaming for his presence.
I want to cry, but I'm going to smoke instead, he would agree with this gesture.
I love him.
I can't wait.