so now
didn't feel a thing.
mmm shld make a timeline of all these years...
best with jaychou playing in the background, haha.
jaychou should not have curly hair. he looks like cok with curly hair.
anyway i have always thought...
what will i ever say to him if i do get to meet him in person
haha. everything i think i might say would sound too lame.
but then again, all i want is just for him to play for ME and ME only haha
all that he plays. mmmm nice. but then that wld mean i would see him in person and i would speak to him
and that goes back to how i do not know what to say to him.
i must be crazy. think so much for what. not like i meeting him anytime soon. crazy.
but then again... possible.
most things are possible.
never thought i'd be off to europe so soon, but i did and i didd!!!
so.. hah. things are possible...
but i wldnt say nothing is impossible. stupid nike.
it's 2011! i haven't said that here, have i.
i'm still happy (generally), and excited.
last sem of sch. many reasons to be sad but its 2011 and i just want to be happy and i actually see my chance to be happy. so.. (:
then i'm actually done with school. and everything is my choice now. well, soon.
what i do, where i work. would i work. what do i do. what shall i do. where shall i go.
wow. i must say it's really pretty exciting.
i can continue my masters, i can not. it's all my choice.
going to uni isn't really a choice.
i mean.. i wld go anyway. it's just that..
that was 4 years ago. i was 18. or uh, 19?
this year, i turn 23 (on the 23rd HAHA nice....)
and i just think that the last 4 years.. have been pretty amazing (why does this sound like i'm already done with my 4 yrs haha)
but actually the most changes were from yr3 onwards.
i feel happy in 2011. not because i know exactly what i want in my future. in fact, it's been blurrer than ever.
i always said i wanted to study architecture.. that i was sure.
and hell yea i did. but now, almost at the end of architecture school..
i feel kinda excited of what's to come although i don't really know what's to come
and i think that's exciting.
because it means i could do anything.
anything in the world.
uh of course i need to earn $. but i'm confident even if i don't work a norm office job... i can do that.
i can start things. i can do things...
wow. i have plans.. and i have no plans at all, upon closer scrutiny.
actually.. in summary, i'm excited.
i could be happy.
and that's enough to sustain for now (: