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i always thought it as a joke.
but now it's true, and it just always seem very strange to me
that random passing ideas in my head
few years down the road become reality.
is it really luck
no i don't think that much
but yes, it could be karma.
i dont believe luck is a major determining factor in your life.
although yes i agree i AM lucky.
but this luck is a bonus. it's not what to count on to get yourself into good schools, good systems, good circles.
i work hard (not all the time i admit) but i also complain a lot. that's just me and a lot of angst in me.
it's the point again where i suddenly don't know if the choices i made a few months ago still stand.
do i really want to go
am i really fit to go
what is to be my life.
yes, your life is what you make it to be.
but the question now is crazy
what do i really want it to be.
anyhow. i hope this year works.
but now it's true, and it just always seem very strange to me
that random passing ideas in my head
few years down the road become reality.
is it really luck
no i don't think that much
but yes, it could be karma.
i dont believe luck is a major determining factor in your life.
although yes i agree i AM lucky.
but this luck is a bonus. it's not what to count on to get yourself into good schools, good systems, good circles.
i work hard (not all the time i admit) but i also complain a lot. that's just me and a lot of angst in me.
it's the point again where i suddenly don't know if the choices i made a few months ago still stand.
do i really want to go
am i really fit to go
what is to be my life.
yes, your life is what you make it to be.
but the question now is crazy
what do i really want it to be.
anyhow. i hope this year works.