Jun 11, 2010 03:49
i know where i am headed, but everything's uncertain. there are only 2 scenarios that can unfold for the next 2, but then after that, i can't say for sure.
someone is finally coming close to realising the true life i lead. all the agony, contradictions, i have to go through.
i feel like a puppet. controlled, empty on the inside, a painted expression, and wishing i had my own space, my own life, be someone, and not whatever you think i should be.