May 30, 2010 12:08
it just doesn't change. i'm wrong again.
so i've been thinking.
there are 2 very strong reasons why i need to go.
1 you wldn't understand. and the other, u'd never agree.
i wish i didn't have to wake up almost everyday with the same thought.
i wish i didn't have to go through this again. alone.
i don't tell u anything. because. the only response i'd ever get is
that i'm selfish
that i can't be contented with what i have
that i'm a leech
that i don't think about "family".
so you see, i shld be a recluse.