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i'm sad.
because i don't know if my shots will turn out fine and not overlapping.
because i don't know if i can finish everything i want to do this holidays.
because i don't know if we can do the comp well.
because i still miss europe and i still sink into this deep sadness every once in a while.
because i don't know if i would even be able to travel
because i don't see how i can really ever live life without this stress and responsibility
it's not that i dont want to be responsible. i'm so responsible in so many ways.
but i can't take the burden of being an only child. it's really not mine to bear.
because i need to go. i need to see things differently. i need to have something new. but i don't want to finish my studies and have nothing but a debt to pay back.
because i don't want to lead a life in which i'm a slave for money
that is too much of too many people's lives.
because i don't like to know i'm wasting my time, sitting around here, wondering if anything is even possible.
because i don't know if my shots will turn out fine and not overlapping.
because i don't know if i can finish everything i want to do this holidays.
because i don't know if we can do the comp well.
because i still miss europe and i still sink into this deep sadness every once in a while.
because i don't know if i would even be able to travel
because i don't see how i can really ever live life without this stress and responsibility
it's not that i dont want to be responsible. i'm so responsible in so many ways.
but i can't take the burden of being an only child. it's really not mine to bear.
because i need to go. i need to see things differently. i need to have something new. but i don't want to finish my studies and have nothing but a debt to pay back.
because i don't want to lead a life in which i'm a slave for money
that is too much of too many people's lives.
because i don't like to know i'm wasting my time, sitting around here, wondering if anything is even possible.