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[dawnthesnail]

i feel like crying everyday.
i get so terrified of working on anything
because i think i cannot achieve anything.
this life is really too stressful.
am i evenly vaguely enjoying it.
i just want to scream and shout all the time.

i'm hungry but i've no appetite.
i'm sleepy but i know i've slept too much so i can't sleep anymore.
i try to take a break but it doesn't work.
i try to solve issues in my design but i'm taking forever to solve them and i end up needing help
and all he thinks is that i'm progressing very slowly
it's a stupid hole i dug for myself.

please don't give up now.
it's so hard to make myself believe that.