Jul 07, 2002 13:10
So, today rules. I don't hafta be to work for nearly twelve hours, I'm listening to my music at incredible volumes, and my speakers are overjoyed that they're actually being used. Got mulitple birthday shopping things done, and got myself Masters of the Wild, which is damn cool. And despite fighting nearly all night, was so tired I just sort of passed out.
I am so lost as to what to do, it seems like there's no good choice. Noone is happy. Noone can get happy, it's all messed up.
I watched like 3 hours of Cowboy Bebop last night, I had forgotten how fucking broken it is.
Heh. Leave it to Korn to have so much bass I hafta turn down my music. FUCK! Ah well, mebbe I'll just blow them. Yeah, that's the idea. Muahahahahah.
I just realized I haven't written a word in years, thats bad. I guess I didn't just realize it, I guess I kind of knew it, and just kept making excuses not to. M
y dreams have been fairly strange these days, I think it bodes ill, but then, I always place to much weight on nightvisions.
Yay it's raining. rain is good, that damn sun always makes me sneeze. Tho, the sun is kinda pretty.
Apparently, it actually takes some cpu time to cut n paste 3 gigs of mp3s, who woulda thunk it, neh? heheh.
The sad thing is, I'm sitting here thinking, I better get in as much music as I can, because its all I'll get for awhile.
Freedom, in the end, it's all about freedom, I'm tired of missing it.
It's been a long time since it was mine, and lo, it'll be a long time before it is again.
And you wonder why I'm depressed.
Welp I think I've bitched/rambled enough for one post.
Sya