Where are you Christmas...Why can't I find you? Why Have you gone away...
It doesn't feel like christmas is coming up this coming Monday.
It feels like any other day...any other week.
I've realized that the older I get the more everything just loses it meaning.
It never feels like a holiday anymore (for me)
it never feels like my birthday
or the last day of school.
Everyday just seems like every other day.
Anyways...
me and sami like to go on dates together
so we are.
Sami (minus a few others)
has really been here for me to keep my head screwed on
Everytime I think I might lose it
Sami's there to let me steam.
I'm constantly scared that she's going to have enough of me sooner or later
but so far she's just been there it that means so much.
...She makes me happy when nothing or no one else can.
Thank you sami.