FUCK MY LIFE !
So i'm sittin here having some massive internal conflict and there's honestly nothing i can do about it. Some of you may remember last summer, i was given a ticket to go see the idols in new york by a kind soul on twitter, it ended up that i was on the way when i realized i would need my passport ..... i couldn't find it !! So i had to cancel at the very last minute and not go see them. no matter how hard i tried i just couldn't get to go see them (really wanted to only see adam and allison ... and kris). I just thought "oh well i'll see him when he tours"
As you all know Adam is doin a tour, with Allison, I (right now) have the money and time to see him either in Toronto (no alli :( ) or in new york (providing i could still get tickets) BUT me and my bff have been looking for an apartment for the last like 2 mths ... we fianlly found one .. but it means i'm not gonna be able to afford a ticket to go see adam either in Toronto OR new york. So yet again real life has kicked me in the ass and has made it all but impossible for me to see Adam live .... *sigh* looks like it's shitty cellcasts and youtubes for me. And i know there's lots of you out there that are in the same boat, but i had to vent a bit and no one RL actually KNOWS the extent of my ... uuum.... glambert-ness :D
I mean it ranges from my homophobic mother (which TOTALLY shocked me by the way) who i have just stopped mentioning Adam to b/c it always turns into a fight as to WHY it's not OTT for him to wear makeup, but she just doesn't see why "those types of ppl" need to flaunt the fact that they're gay, can't they just act normal? .... yeah ... well my bff SORT of knows ... she's seen my picture / video / mp3 's folders the other day ... she likes adam ... to an extent.
UGH okay this has very quickly become incoherent and TL;DR .... sorry to whoever actually reads this shit, i'm just really fuckin bummed that i'm gonna miss him again. It's worse b/c i'm normally sooooo very anti social (i'm fat, clausterphobic, and hate crowds) but i was very willing to combat all my issues just to see him live once, and maybe meet some benches and badgers while i was at it ... anyway i'm gonna go eat some ice cream with melted peanut butter on it, and have a glass of rye and pepsi ... maybe 3 ... Hope everyone else is havin a better night then me. <3
Dawnmyst aka Bev !
As you all know Adam is doin a tour, with Allison, I (right now) have the money and time to see him either in Toronto (no alli :( ) or in new york (providing i could still get tickets) BUT me and my bff have been looking for an apartment for the last like 2 mths ... we fianlly found one .. but it means i'm not gonna be able to afford a ticket to go see adam either in Toronto OR new york. So yet again real life has kicked me in the ass and has made it all but impossible for me to see Adam live .... *sigh* looks like it's shitty cellcasts and youtubes for me. And i know there's lots of you out there that are in the same boat, but i had to vent a bit and no one RL actually KNOWS the extent of my ... uuum.... glambert-ness :D
I mean it ranges from my homophobic mother (which TOTALLY shocked me by the way) who i have just stopped mentioning Adam to b/c it always turns into a fight as to WHY it's not OTT for him to wear makeup, but she just doesn't see why "those types of ppl" need to flaunt the fact that they're gay, can't they just act normal? .... yeah ... well my bff SORT of knows ... she's seen my picture / video / mp3 's folders the other day ... she likes adam ... to an extent.
UGH okay this has very quickly become incoherent and TL;DR .... sorry to whoever actually reads this shit, i'm just really fuckin bummed that i'm gonna miss him again. It's worse b/c i'm normally sooooo very anti social (i'm fat, clausterphobic, and hate crowds) but i was very willing to combat all my issues just to see him live once, and maybe meet some benches and badgers while i was at it ... anyway i'm gonna go eat some ice cream with melted peanut butter on it, and have a glass of rye and pepsi ... maybe 3 ... Hope everyone else is havin a better night then me. <3
Dawnmyst aka Bev !