Ahem...
Music is no longer a driving force or influence in my life anymore. There are probably people out there that thought they'd never hear such a thing coming from me, but it's true. My life is completely re-focused. I am driven by God now, seeking a closer relationship with him, fulfilling the purpose he put me on this earth for. I don't know what you believe or where you stand, but this is where I stand and it is a great place to be standing. Music is not a big part of the picture or my life, it is a relatively small part of it now. A friend called me yesterday and he was going on and on about music, especially local music and people and I didn't want to hear any of it. I told him that, in so many words, and it didn't get through. It's not my life, and I especially do not wish to hear the going-on's of people that have nothing what-so-ever to do with my life. It's the same with my gay best friend, on and on about people I do not know nor wish to know, gay sexcapades, etc. *sigh* I know how I feel about it all, but it seems hard to put into words that make sense. Anyways, I've said what I've really needed to say with this entry. Friends, look for a detailed update later on, especially after May 2nd.