Jun 10, 2007 20:55
How can I be nearing the point, for what is on the average midlife, and I can't figure out how to get out of my funk? I have never in my life done so much to work on putting "me" in a better place and yet I feel like I moving backwards. What the hell?
I applied online to attend courses for obtaining my biblical counseling degree. Although, I believe some may require medication for a chemical imbalance, I know in my heart so many just need some guidance in getting life and all it's crap in order. I believe in my heart it's my calling. How can I be so good at gently guiding others along their path yet I totally suck at my own?
I don't get it!!!
I'm not going to hang out for a while since I feel like crap, my breathing is reminding me that I'm not all that and a bag of chips. Wheezee... cough!
If it's any consolation.. I'm still breathing even if it's not at 100%.
Off to bed!
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