Oct 19, 2007 11:12
It's been a while, huh? ^^; Yeah...I'll try to updagte more.
The reason for the discouraged-ness, is that today is my last day at Progressive. I have no job at this point. I have been searching frantically for a job because I just can't afford to not have one. So I've been going on like places such as monster.com, careerbuilder.com, and tried staying within the Progressive company by applying that way, and all this stuff, and so far nothing. I mean, I have applied like mad, lemme tell you. And I have had a couple people call me back. Problem is, is that it's a job where I'd have to work an 8-5 shift, but I have class inbetween those...Like Mon-Wed I'm at school from 11-1 at the latest, and Tues and Thurs I'm there 11-3:30... so they go from "Yeah, we're interested.." to "yeeeeaaaah....um nevermind."
God, I hate school. It interferes with too many things. And I honestly don't want to work retail, I'm not gonna lie. I've already worked 3 years worth of it at Best Buy, and to come home, constantly have a throbbing headache and then your feet just want to fall off...no. That's not the kind of job for me. But I need something ;_;. I don't know what to do....
And of course because of that, some of my schoolwork has suffered. Tests and then not being able to keep up with my online course because I'm so stuck on what I'm supposed to be doing for a job so I have some sort of income to pay my bills and what not....I just am totally done with school holding me back from the things I want to do. It's really beginning to get on my nerves.
I just wanna draw. That's all. I don't want to do anything else -_-. Screw School for all I care.