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I finally came to the decision to end it with Andy and while I feel horrible, guilty, sad, etc ... I still feel like this huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. And there was no way I could not have done it w/out the support of my friends there to be with me while I was on the phone with him breaking up and afterwards. I hope that with time he will sort out his feelings and we can be friends for though that I love him ... its the love for a friend not a boyfriend. Right now, I just want to be by myself and focus on school, graduate and do what I need to do for myself and not be trapped in an unhappy relationship.