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[dawnf3]

ive been listening to the first matchbox 20 cd nonstop lately and so many of their words are hitting so close to home. :( my head is all screwed up. i over and under analize every single situation. my thought process is so broken.

I hang on everything about you
You think I'd settle down cuz I'm older
But I roll with the changes is all
I'm same old trailer trash in new shoes

She gets sad when there's nothing going on
She says it makes her feel damn worthless

Well you got to think with a girl like that
Any love at all, is better than nothing
It's better than nothing

Yeah she drags you down and she pulls you up
She pulls you up
Says that she's sorry now but it's not enough
To pull you up
She's sorry
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She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
Gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry

And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine
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What we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gone
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All these feelings cloud up my reasoning
Cloud up my reasoning

I know, but I still
Believe in ignorance as my best defense
So go on, wreck me
Funny how I carry on, and not be taken over