HELLO BLOW MASTER
today i was in the best mood. because, god, im so stressed about school, and i sat and thought thoughts. i thought long deep thoughts and decided...when it really comes down to it, i stress myself out over nothing. so "fuck it" is my solution and then my day became perfect. i was in the best mood. i was singing and dancing, i talked to eden, i wrote notes and finished all my work without a worry in the world. i took a car load home and pulled up to kellys house where it said, i kid you not, "blow master. we blow lots of things" on a truck in big letters. huge huge letters. i laughed, for days. haha. im going to mexico next weekend i think, sondie wants me to go, so, because i instantly changed my mind set today, im deciding "why the hell wouldnt i want to go to mexico?" my dad wont mind. and im seeing stuart this weekend, im pretty sure. dang, exboyfriend of sixth grade, havent seen him since seventh grade, this will be a freaking blast from the past. my little brother is so funny! haha, "pizza face smells like pizza". hahaha. lacey is the cutest.
laceyduh: you`re just what every boy wants now arentcha?
laceyduh: haha <333
iluvbobsaget3: NO WAY
too bad she freaking bought me NEW FOUND GLORY TICKETS<3. oh my god. my life is complete. i have to read frankenstein tonight and tomorrow for the on circle discussion on friday. barf.
out of context, but its still funny to me.
laceyduh: oh she`s the devils prostitute. hahahaha
laceyduh: (that was mean)
iluvbobsaget3: HAHAHA
dustin rose is a freaking dollface<3
you deserve the world, we're going to tiajuana
because you are perfection
too bad he just came in here (the computer room) and invited me to jenny rays kegger on friday night. i said yes. haha. but not to drink.... just to hang with dustin and watch over kevin, my completly legal, completly incompetant older brother! haha, kevin if you read this, thats right!
i feel like dancing. seriously, im going to go dance in the shower blasting the good ol' annie lennox.hottdamnwhatavoiceonthatwoman...i love you all<3
EDITTTT////
here is part of a poem that i read today by giacomo leopardi that stayed with me.
carpe diem
isnt it amazing that we waited everyday when we were in elementary to just "get out" and go to middle school where all the "cool" kids were and by the first day of middle school we were ready for highschool? when we entered highschool we couldnt wait until we were seniors. here we are, senior year, and now all we are waiting for is college life and freedom. and i can only imagine what i have to look forward to when im graduating college and starting my independant life. but then i stop and think, what is there to look forward to when im on my death bed? why am i wishing my life away? are all my friends living their lives to the fullest while im sitting wishing each day to be over quickly? what kind of a life is that?
FROM THE POEM SATURDAY NIGHT IN THE VILLAGE
Lively boy,
the only age you are alive
is like this day of joy,
a clear and breathless Saturday
that heralds life's holiday,
Rejoice, my child,
this is the untroubled instant.
Why should I undeceive you?
Let it not grieve you,
if the following day is slow to arrive.
laceyduh: you`re just what every boy wants now arentcha?
laceyduh: haha <333
iluvbobsaget3: NO WAY
too bad she freaking bought me NEW FOUND GLORY TICKETS<3. oh my god. my life is complete. i have to read frankenstein tonight and tomorrow for the on circle discussion on friday. barf.
out of context, but its still funny to me.
laceyduh: oh she`s the devils prostitute. hahahaha
laceyduh: (that was mean)
iluvbobsaget3: HAHAHA
dustin rose is a freaking dollface<3
you deserve the world, we're going to tiajuana
because you are perfection
too bad he just came in here (the computer room) and invited me to jenny rays kegger on friday night. i said yes. haha. but not to drink.... just to hang with dustin and watch over kevin, my completly legal, completly incompetant older brother! haha, kevin if you read this, thats right!
i feel like dancing. seriously, im going to go dance in the shower blasting the good ol' annie lennox.hottdamnwhatavoiceonthatwoman...i love you all<3
EDITTTT////
here is part of a poem that i read today by giacomo leopardi that stayed with me.
carpe diem
isnt it amazing that we waited everyday when we were in elementary to just "get out" and go to middle school where all the "cool" kids were and by the first day of middle school we were ready for highschool? when we entered highschool we couldnt wait until we were seniors. here we are, senior year, and now all we are waiting for is college life and freedom. and i can only imagine what i have to look forward to when im graduating college and starting my independant life. but then i stop and think, what is there to look forward to when im on my death bed? why am i wishing my life away? are all my friends living their lives to the fullest while im sitting wishing each day to be over quickly? what kind of a life is that?
FROM THE POEM SATURDAY NIGHT IN THE VILLAGE
Lively boy,
the only age you are alive
is like this day of joy,
a clear and breathless Saturday
that heralds life's holiday,
Rejoice, my child,
this is the untroubled instant.
Why should I undeceive you?
Let it not grieve you,
if the following day is slow to arrive.