somebody save me.
today was a swell day. i took a shower and cleaned some. i helped my dad work on coreys car. im pumped for him. he will be driving in no time. its funny that he doesnt turn 16 until next october and he already is working on his wheels. family life got a little better. i dont think i cried as much as i did yesterday in a really long time. and it sucks to cry in front of my family cause you just know my dad and my two brothers do not relate to me being sensitive or anything like that. they just look at me like im stupid and i just slip into my room and feel the need to clean. god i hate being a girl. does anyone else do that? feel the need to become betty crocker or martha stewart (minus the being in jail part) as soon as she gets upset? blehk on that. yeah. so my new secret obsession is watching woody allen movies. oh goodness, i know im a nerd. but i watched love and death TWICE yesterday and once the day before and then i watched play it again, sam once yesterday and once today. whew. makes me laugh.
i feel bad because i promised brianbrown that i would go to his soccer game tonight but i just feel like it will cause unneeded drama with a few too many people. sorry boyyyy :(
heres a picture of my brothers new tattoo. he designed it himself.
well all my loves. im gone.
EDIT/ lyrics that have been runnin through my head tonight....
am i right? am i wrong? or am i just dreaming?/
Could you assess the damage/
Remember that late night last September
When you held me in your arms so tight
I was feeling kind of low my heart was blue
I was empty till you came
Was I shy was I good with this foolish heart
Did I try to deny we would fall apart
Like a knight in shining armour you came over
To save me what a bolt out of the blue
Just one look into those eyes
You had me fallen completely
Head over heels in love with you/
I don't wanna look
Like some kind of fool
I don't wanna break
My heart over you
I'm building a wall
Everyday it's getting higher
This time I won't end up
Another victim of love/
i feel bad because i promised brianbrown that i would go to his soccer game tonight but i just feel like it will cause unneeded drama with a few too many people. sorry boyyyy :(
heres a picture of my brothers new tattoo. he designed it himself.
well all my loves. im gone.
EDIT/ lyrics that have been runnin through my head tonight....
am i right? am i wrong? or am i just dreaming?/
Could you assess the damage/
Remember that late night last September
When you held me in your arms so tight
I was feeling kind of low my heart was blue
I was empty till you came
Was I shy was I good with this foolish heart
Did I try to deny we would fall apart
Like a knight in shining armour you came over
To save me what a bolt out of the blue
Just one look into those eyes
You had me fallen completely
Head over heels in love with you/
I don't wanna look
Like some kind of fool
I don't wanna break
My heart over you
I'm building a wall
Everyday it's getting higher
This time I won't end up
Another victim of love/