Sep 30, 2005 22:23
I just moved to a new place in panhandle. its a really lively yet mellow area in the heart of san francisco. It was awkard to say bye to girls, we have not really talked in the last few days, just awkward interactions. I was not sure if i was acting weird or it was them. i feel so uncomfortable with people lately. I can't look people in the eye when i walk past them. WHen i have casual conversations with people i just met, i feel like i appear needy. I feel like i need good company and there is no one out there. I moved with 2 older men. Last few days i have been thinking whether they will think i am immature bc i am a young woman. I am stereotyping myself, projecting on others.
I really like hanging out with men and that has been missing in my life.
I am doing my laundry on Friday night at a Laudry mat next door to my house. It has couches, big stereo music, free coffee, donuts and free WIRELESS. I don't have that at my house.