Sep 18, 2005 02:21
if i keep things simple, even my dreams, i will be okay. the more desires i have, the more i want to move to other country, state, province, the more suffering i experience bc it just seems like it never comes or it comes in a dissapointing package, maybe nothing is perfect unless one is okay with what they have and who they are. easy concept, again, i start searching for places that i am happy at so i can be happy with myself. is la happiness or comfort for me?
Jason said he loved me tonight with such certainty and passion that i was speechless and let myself really feel it and then said i loved him back.
i am so proud of him. He cut wood for the winter for his family, loaded up in a truck with his friends and took it home. thats how he lives. I love him.