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life is so good right now it's hard to put it in words. i dont think i can, i'm that bad. this semester has only two weeks left and i'm off to my expedition around the world. God has blessed me with wonderful parents and i'm thankful for that. but so far, life has been good. the other week i got mad. it hasnt happend in so long so i was unable to figure out what i was mad at. i came to realize that it was nothing too big and i stopped worrying about it. it felt good wanting to pummel someone and kick them in the face while they lay unconcious. luckly, it never happened. that's my weakness when it comes to relationships, i just dont care because there are much important things in life. it wasnt me that i was trapped in the situation but it was everyone around me. it felt as if i was feeling what they were feeling. you know how that type of weird shit happens? there's a special term for that. i could be losing my mind.
that's my problem, i dont care about anything. the only thing i care about is me, my education, and family. friends should be on that list but i dont think i've put enough effort. recent talks with a few friends has helped me put things in perspective. maybe that'll be my new years resolution: be more open. i then thought about it, there's nothing really to be open about. i'm that boring. not quite boring, dull. a shallow individual. but then i'd say, "i dont give a fuck" i really dont. only God could judge me. hahahahahhaa, i want that tattooed on my arm with the bad boy character underneath! YES
never sell yourself short. my brother told me that the other day. only person that you can disappoint is yourself. the only person you can fail is yourself. the only person that will make a difference is yourself.
i'll be in japan in less than two weeks. that's just amazing! it's quite hard to fathom. i hope everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year because i never really do this journal thingy majig.
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that's my problem, i dont care about anything. the only thing i care about is me, my education, and family. friends should be on that list but i dont think i've put enough effort. recent talks with a few friends has helped me put things in perspective. maybe that'll be my new years resolution: be more open. i then thought about it, there's nothing really to be open about. i'm that boring. not quite boring, dull. a shallow individual. but then i'd say, "i dont give a fuck" i really dont. only God could judge me. hahahahahhaa, i want that tattooed on my arm with the bad boy character underneath! YES
never sell yourself short. my brother told me that the other day. only person that you can disappoint is yourself. the only person you can fail is yourself. the only person that will make a difference is yourself.
i'll be in japan in less than two weeks. that's just amazing! it's quite hard to fathom. i hope everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year because i never really do this journal thingy majig.
sing.