strangest thing..
last night on my drive home.. randomly the night of our first sleep over came rushing through my head. It continued well after I had laid down trying to fall alseep. I couldn't tell you what triggered it. But I was remembering the most insane details.
The concert,
the sleepover,
the way we had 2 twin beds pushed together,
that I was reading clifnotes to the odyssey,
(how I still have the picture of Buffy IN those clif notes at home b/c you took the pic from my car),
how we were laying,
how my heart had never beat so hard and so fast,
sweaty hand,
I was sure you'd notice,
your hair,
how I didn't move all night,
the orange juice I was drinking,
how you let me drive your car,
my braclets in the morning,
how I didn't sleep all night,
(I don't think I slept the first 3 years).
3 Month cycles, right? Maybe it's the third month?
In one word: hankering
The concert,
the sleepover,
the way we had 2 twin beds pushed together,
that I was reading clifnotes to the odyssey,
(how I still have the picture of Buffy IN those clif notes at home b/c you took the pic from my car),
how we were laying,
how my heart had never beat so hard and so fast,
sweaty hand,
I was sure you'd notice,
your hair,
how I didn't move all night,
the orange juice I was drinking,
how you let me drive your car,
my braclets in the morning,
how I didn't sleep all night,
(I don't think I slept the first 3 years).
3 Month cycles, right? Maybe it's the third month?
In one word: hankering