Trust.
I know you may not understand how deeply stained my perception of trust is. But I do know that you understand the pain a man can cause to invoke a notion that due to his actions; no other man can be trusted. Like him you took my innocence. You were reckless with my soul. You raped my mind. A masquerade that instilled the most negative thing I have ever known. And with it, you sabatoged the only route to a reforming status of a liasionthat once was "us."