My status on life
Sometimes i feel like all i can do is cry..makes no difference to who i am or how i am going to do anything these days. I am so depressed sometimes..i dont have any money to even go look for a job and working one day a week dosent pay my bills at all. Everyone tells me keep trying something will work out. I have tried for 3 months now almost everyday, been on numerous interviews etc. I have collection places calling me etc. My life is just shit right now. I can honestly say the only thing good is my family "who cant help" and my bf. I wish i could wake up somedays and have life so easy like several people. I have learned a lot..that being poor and struggling isnt the way I want to live but what else can i do. Today i have cried to hard that my eyes burn. I have been calling employment agencys, stores, etc..and all i can do is keep trying, get change together for gas and try again. I am so thankful for my cousins letting me live at their home for free and actually finding a job one day a week which i really do enjoy. I need help I really do..ever since my dad died things havent been good...at all.