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well nathan is gone for a week so i guess that will be good. or bad. both will work. i'm glad for the break so i can think about things but of course i miss him. havent missed him too much for now though.
anyhow i had this weird dream about reed the other night so i figured i'd call him and see if he wanted to do something. partly because i feel like i need to explain myself to him for the past i guess and partly because i still want to be friends with him. well our convorsation went something like this
hi is reed there?
maybe
haha hi reed...its karly
oh hey
yeah, uh. wanna hang out with me soon?
oh. i dunno. (long pause) i kind of have a girlfriend
yeah and i have a boyfriend
(weird sounding) oh. uh when?
next week sometime
uh. i dunno..i have to work and stuff
so do i.
yeah i'm painting my house and stuff
basically after those few weird sentances i said well i'm going to go. and i hung up. at first i was really upset. i wasnt asking him out on a date i just wanted to tell him i'm sorry! and to wish him luck and everything. ugh. but then i decided it was okay because at least i tried. i'm still upset when i think about it though. i almost wish he would call back or something just so i can repeat what he said to me and be rude about it.
jesse is here this weekend and its been fun. i worked 11 hours today. but we got to leave early so really only like 10. last night we saw kingdom of heaven with my dad. aahh its sooo good. i expected it to be just another war movie but it was amazing. <3 i love it. and orlando bloom. tonight we are going to watch the phantom of the opera with my dad because he hasnt seen it and then the life aquatic! i'm excited.
anyhow i had this weird dream about reed the other night so i figured i'd call him and see if he wanted to do something. partly because i feel like i need to explain myself to him for the past i guess and partly because i still want to be friends with him. well our convorsation went something like this
hi is reed there?
maybe
haha hi reed...its karly
oh hey
yeah, uh. wanna hang out with me soon?
oh. i dunno. (long pause) i kind of have a girlfriend
yeah and i have a boyfriend
(weird sounding) oh. uh when?
next week sometime
uh. i dunno..i have to work and stuff
so do i.
yeah i'm painting my house and stuff
basically after those few weird sentances i said well i'm going to go. and i hung up. at first i was really upset. i wasnt asking him out on a date i just wanted to tell him i'm sorry! and to wish him luck and everything. ugh. but then i decided it was okay because at least i tried. i'm still upset when i think about it though. i almost wish he would call back or something just so i can repeat what he said to me and be rude about it.
jesse is here this weekend and its been fun. i worked 11 hours today. but we got to leave early so really only like 10. last night we saw kingdom of heaven with my dad. aahh its sooo good. i expected it to be just another war movie but it was amazing. <3 i love it. and orlando bloom. tonight we are going to watch the phantom of the opera with my dad because he hasnt seen it and then the life aquatic! i'm excited.