i think you shouldnt work around his schedule according to him. its not healthy for you, you dont get to do as much and when you do stuff, you get restricted. because of him. then there's a 50-50 chance he'll go to a practice of a band. not hanging out with you. "relationships", they take work. and suck. and they dont take one person always working their way around for the other. from what it seems like, he does whatever he wants/practices whenever he wants, and you get pushed around by that. i think if he wants time with you, then he should make it sometimes too. not just you all the time. talk to him about it.
as for schools, eventhough he's been your boyfriend thoughout pretty much all of your highschool years, you have to keep in mind that with or without him, you have a future. you'll have to live out on your own with or without him. and you should plan according to what you want, be a little selfish, youre an amazing artist, and some schools in this area arent very nice.. the ones up north and stuff are better im sure. you shouldnt let something hold you back from getting a great education in something that might be your huge career you go into. or, your passion. it'd be tough at first, but you'd live. because life will go on with or without him. it might be like, bitter or sad to realiaze, but you have to live with it and accept it. you know chase and sarah are doing the long distance thing? you can talk to him about that though. goodluck. i miss our darkroom gossip talks.
its not healthy for you, you dont get to do as much and when you do stuff, you get restricted. because of him. then there's a 50-50 chance he'll go to a practice of a band. not hanging out with you.
"relationships", they take work. and suck.
and they dont take one person always working their way around for the other.
from what it seems like, he does whatever he wants/practices whenever he wants, and you get pushed around by that.
i think if he wants time with you, then he should make it sometimes too. not just you all the time. talk to him about it.
as for schools, eventhough he's been your boyfriend thoughout pretty much all of your highschool years, you have to keep in mind that with or without him, you have a future. you'll have to live out on your own with or without him. and you should plan according to what you want, be a little selfish, youre an amazing artist, and some schools in this area arent very nice.. the ones up north and stuff are better im sure. you shouldnt let something hold you back from getting a great education in something that might be your huge career you go into. or, your passion.
it'd be tough at first, but you'd live. because life will go on with or without him. it might be like, bitter or sad to realiaze, but you have to live with it and accept it.
you know chase and sarah are doing the long distance thing? you can talk to him about that though.
goodluck. i miss our darkroom gossip talks.
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