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tonight was alright.
after school i didnt really want to go home. so amanda and i went to jamies house. later ryan joined us. brenden and i didnt end up doing anything again. but nathan called and said practice was canceled. but i was in a pretty bad mood, so i picked him up anyways. and we were both in a bad mood together. and then he said something like it just doesnt feel the same. (our relationship) so i'm feeling like we're just fooling ourselves into thinking we need to be together still? anyways we went out to eat with amanda and we went to like 3 diff mexican places but they all had long waits, so finally we went to one that i cant remember the name of. it wasnt really good. leanas mom makes better rice. way better. and then we were trying to think of something else to do, but decided that we were tired and would just do something tomorrow. so nathan and i came home and i dozed for a while. and then he said is this really it? because thats what i asked him earlier and he cried. so i wiped away his tears and said no this is not it. however i doubt myself. oh well.
after school i didnt really want to go home. so amanda and i went to jamies house. later ryan joined us. brenden and i didnt end up doing anything again. but nathan called and said practice was canceled. but i was in a pretty bad mood, so i picked him up anyways. and we were both in a bad mood together. and then he said something like it just doesnt feel the same. (our relationship) so i'm feeling like we're just fooling ourselves into thinking we need to be together still? anyways we went out to eat with amanda and we went to like 3 diff mexican places but they all had long waits, so finally we went to one that i cant remember the name of. it wasnt really good. leanas mom makes better rice. way better. and then we were trying to think of something else to do, but decided that we were tired and would just do something tomorrow. so nathan and i came home and i dozed for a while. and then he said is this really it? because thats what i asked him earlier and he cried. so i wiped away his tears and said no this is not it. however i doubt myself. oh well.