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The past was dumb
The future will be awesome
So yeah things have been weird lately. My whole way of thinking seems to have done a 180 I think and my priorities have all of a sudden appeared. I finally started dreaming again...but the dream was kinda scary and about a certain someone that I shouldn't be thinking about. I want to go see "the descent" but nobody will go with me. My bedroom is dirty and I really need to clean it...but I wont I refuse. I just found one of my dads old keyboard/synthesizers in my closet. I remember playing with it when I was a kid and wondering why it was at my moms house. I called him up and I told him about it and he said "So you finally found it huh" I said "what do you mean" and he said "I left that for you when your mom and I got divorced" it was weird and it made me feel kinda sad for some reason, but i guess i'll take it home and dick with it for awhile. Hes been up north all summer and I rarely hear from him since he has retired from work. I think hes slowly turning into an alcoholic, I hope he doesn't. I've lost a lot of weight since moving out simply because every cent that I have is going towards rent (I need a better paying job dude). The power is out at my apartment so i'm over my moms house...It's really rainy out. Since quiting Burning Cities I have had a lot of free time. I started writing again and reading a lot. I loved playing in BC but it got to be too much of a job atmosphere. It's good to take music serious but it must be fun before anything else. My sister lives in Charter oaks a couple buildings down and every time I go to her house I almost die because she has cats (I'm allergic) One day I thought i was going to pass out while walking home. I made it home though and for the rest of the night I wondered how it would feel to pass out cause I never have before. I haven't smoked marijuana in a little over two weeks. My brain doesn't feel like it has had a portion of it eaten by a green zombie now...i'm glad. I wanted to go see Gnarls Barkley on the 7th...but I have no money remember. It was a dumb idea anyways, i'd probably just feel awkward with the person I wanted to go with. Shes cool cause shes really strong and independent and she can listen to people. But I think about her and the past way to much. and what could still be I guess. But like I said above the past was dumb, the future will be awesome. For me and hopefully for her. Good luck and Good night - Dano
p.s. I love the royal tenenbaums & the new Linklater movie "A Scanner Digitally"
The future will be awesome
So yeah things have been weird lately. My whole way of thinking seems to have done a 180 I think and my priorities have all of a sudden appeared. I finally started dreaming again...but the dream was kinda scary and about a certain someone that I shouldn't be thinking about. I want to go see "the descent" but nobody will go with me. My bedroom is dirty and I really need to clean it...but I wont I refuse. I just found one of my dads old keyboard/synthesizers in my closet. I remember playing with it when I was a kid and wondering why it was at my moms house. I called him up and I told him about it and he said "So you finally found it huh" I said "what do you mean" and he said "I left that for you when your mom and I got divorced" it was weird and it made me feel kinda sad for some reason, but i guess i'll take it home and dick with it for awhile. Hes been up north all summer and I rarely hear from him since he has retired from work. I think hes slowly turning into an alcoholic, I hope he doesn't. I've lost a lot of weight since moving out simply because every cent that I have is going towards rent (I need a better paying job dude). The power is out at my apartment so i'm over my moms house...It's really rainy out. Since quiting Burning Cities I have had a lot of free time. I started writing again and reading a lot. I loved playing in BC but it got to be too much of a job atmosphere. It's good to take music serious but it must be fun before anything else. My sister lives in Charter oaks a couple buildings down and every time I go to her house I almost die because she has cats (I'm allergic) One day I thought i was going to pass out while walking home. I made it home though and for the rest of the night I wondered how it would feel to pass out cause I never have before. I haven't smoked marijuana in a little over two weeks. My brain doesn't feel like it has had a portion of it eaten by a green zombie now...i'm glad. I wanted to go see Gnarls Barkley on the 7th...but I have no money remember. It was a dumb idea anyways, i'd probably just feel awkward with the person I wanted to go with. Shes cool cause shes really strong and independent and she can listen to people. But I think about her and the past way to much. and what could still be I guess. But like I said above the past was dumb, the future will be awesome. For me and hopefully for her. Good luck and Good night - Dano
p.s. I love the royal tenenbaums & the new Linklater movie "A Scanner Digitally"