no points for getting here
its either a restraint or letting it all go
after all that ______
tiptoeing ard isn't much of a choice
what to say, what not to
what makes me, or doesnt
where is my online community
citizen-based democracy
and freedom of expression
if it takes ploys and schemes
to get my point across
perhaps the life i've lived had been a lie
what happened to sincerity and trust?
or perhaps i just wasnt observant enough
maybe it's a good thing
im not entering working life yet
the time stalled would be great
in helping me adjust
ironically
days now have been the greatest
the stress level has gone down
focusing on my only paper
at the end of the day
its not worth sacrificing my studies, dont you think
you can argue ive deserted
but like what i told josh
"its every man for himself"
i stopped believing that help would come when i need one
after all if i die, i die
you continue living your life, no?