I feel like shit
I really really feel bad.
Pictures of me have shown me how freaking fat I'm getting. *sigh*
I am putting myself on a diet so I can see if I still have the ability to lose weight.
I'm thinking that living with Mary has taken its toll. My self-discipline has sank to a lower than low low. So has my self-esteem. I always have a goal. "I'm going to lose 40 pounds this year!" Never happens. All that happens is I gain weight. Damn it. And what's worse is that I feel bad so I want something that makes me feel good... dessert. Stupid fatty gets her dessert. *cries*
Pictures of me have shown me how freaking fat I'm getting. *sigh*
I am putting myself on a diet so I can see if I still have the ability to lose weight.
I'm thinking that living with Mary has taken its toll. My self-discipline has sank to a lower than low low. So has my self-esteem. I always have a goal. "I'm going to lose 40 pounds this year!" Never happens. All that happens is I gain weight. Damn it. And what's worse is that I feel bad so I want something that makes me feel good... dessert. Stupid fatty gets her dessert. *cries*