My life..Jan.-May in a nutshell.

[dawlii]

So0o0o0o0o! Much has happened. As you know, me and Christopher broke up in December...i moved on to find Matt #1 and Matt #2. Matt#1 was my old next door neighbor whoooo....Grew up? he was mighty cute so i basically used him as my rebound to get over chris...which worked for the most part. Well, While i was with Matt#1 i met Matt#2 because Myra met him online and we all ended up smoking out together. ANYWHO, i wasnt really into matt all that much and i thought he rolled a shitty ass joint, but he was into me apparently, which i found out two weeks after that because me and Matt#1 just didnt work. Oh well. I hung out with Matt#2 and i liked him..too much (he's a fuckhead). Yeah, he was a get drunk with/fuck type of guy. And that was me and him. Thats why he's nicknamed Fuckface. Well, after fuckface stopped calling me and then finally called me to say he doesnt want to talk to me anymore (2 days after he said he wanted me to be his girlfriend) i was pissed..and sad..and i felt fucking used. If you've never had that feeling, then you're lucky...because its shitty. After that i took myras advice and decided to not get attached to the male gender because its BAD. I went to Ohio, and came back down to have a party at Myras dads house because he was out of town. But before that, me and chris were stil kinda together (if you know what i mean) and i think he was under the impression we were getting back together? Of course he was dreaming, but thats another story. WELL Friday comes along and i invited 2 guys to come and hang out with me and myra at the house..and they were from Orlando. They came, and hung out with me (because myra went out to eat with her friend Sean (fuckfaces roomate)) and we just drank(YUMMY RED HEADED SLUTS! <33) and chilled. Well, we chilled untill one of the guys that "really liked me" decided to slap me in the face...twice. i told them to get the fuck out because i was drunk and pissed. Well earlier that night Mike (a guy i had talked to for a couple of months but stopped because TOO MUCH drama started) had asked to come up with his friend Nick to chill. so i get online as soon as possible to IM Mike and tell him to call me and come and everything. i gave him my number and the address and everything..so yeah (he was comming from Venice-hour drive). Myra gets home about 10 min. later with sean and iss curious to where the guys are..and i told her what happened and that nick/mike are comming down. shes cool with it. we get hungry and go to Bo's (ghetto ass ice cream shop that rocks my fucking face off) and we come home and we're just chilling. I get a call from mike and them and they're here(they had been for like 30 min. but we werent answering the phone or something)! So i myra gets the door because i was taking a pee, and i come out and its Mike..and he's hot. and im drunk so im extra SUPER attracted to him - -plus he was funny and sweet and nice >>BOONNUSS<< Anywho, we sleep together (fucking fantastic....as in.....fantastic fucking) but the CONDOM BROKE!! You. Are. Kidding. Me. Anywho we stop of course and just talk and sleep the rest of the night. The next day he asks me to be his girlfriend because i couldnt turn down such a great, ONE IN A LIFE TIME offer...though it was strange to me he did it so fast...but anywho...its cool now. So, thats mike...my Love, my hubby, my everything. i miss him so much and i cant wait to see him on his birthday which is next mon. (may 10th). Yeah, so he says he loves me and i believe him which is a risk! because boys can lie...but i just dont picture him as the lying type..just the confussed type..but i think he's serious. ANYWHO, i love him. i really do. and im going to marry him! MHM! So thats that. <333

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER<3333

ps: Chris became a huge slut..and i look at him differently now. its quite sad how much he threw away in a couple of months: me, his schoolarship, and his morals. Poor kid.