so I mentioned in my last post that I was feeling weird about some of my feelings for Ian and that comparing him to Chris and having a wall up is awkward and I don't exactly know how do deal with all the feelings. I do recognize I am falling in love as it were. Considering we are still not in a relationship I'm really trying to hold back on that but I'm failing miserably. However, this just made my day. Reading this I felt way better about how I feel and that maybe I'm not too crazy after all.
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/the-second-time-you-fall-in-love-with-someone/ also, finding out I didn't fail plant diversity helped a lot too!!