thoughts in my brain that arent about o chem
maybe if i just spew endless amount of information on to this here journal ill clean my brain out enough to be able to actually focus on o chem instead of focusing on all these retarded thoughts swirling around in my brain. i doubt it but you never know.
1. i really want another soda but i had a giant one at lunch/breakfast and another one at devin's pizza party between 5-6. but seriously i want another one.
2. i wan to parade around my super cool new laptop cover. in fact i wish my laptop was in there right now for no reason at all.
3. im really considering getting invisible braces. my jaw gets super tired from being so displaced by my stupid overbite. its like i need to stretch it or i dunno find a way to realign it which i cant do without stupid braces.
4. i want to get on birth control again (just in case) but dont want to do pills but not sure my stupid insurance will cover any birth control and the free clinic isnt exactly going to pay for something spiffy like an implant or the shots.
5. whenever i have to study i find have a super strong urge to just talk, about nothing. this is my poor substitute because i have nothing important to talk about with anyone else. i reaaalllly want to talk to ian because im insane but after texting him a picture of my super awesome laptop case at like 7 he hasnt responded and he never texted me yesterday. why do i find myself with this absurd desire to need to talk every single day? i have no fucking clue. why cant i just...i dunno...not be like this!! i dont like feeling clingy. i do not enjoy feeling like this but im clearly fucking insane.
6. ugh now i just want to talk endlessly about him.
7. i want sour straws.
now ive ran out of random shit to talk about still cant study. this is crap.
1. i really want another soda but i had a giant one at lunch/breakfast and another one at devin's pizza party between 5-6. but seriously i want another one.
2. i wan to parade around my super cool new laptop cover. in fact i wish my laptop was in there right now for no reason at all.
3. im really considering getting invisible braces. my jaw gets super tired from being so displaced by my stupid overbite. its like i need to stretch it or i dunno find a way to realign it which i cant do without stupid braces.
4. i want to get on birth control again (just in case) but dont want to do pills but not sure my stupid insurance will cover any birth control and the free clinic isnt exactly going to pay for something spiffy like an implant or the shots.
5. whenever i have to study i find have a super strong urge to just talk, about nothing. this is my poor substitute because i have nothing important to talk about with anyone else. i reaaalllly want to talk to ian because im insane but after texting him a picture of my super awesome laptop case at like 7 he hasnt responded and he never texted me yesterday. why do i find myself with this absurd desire to need to talk every single day? i have no fucking clue. why cant i just...i dunno...not be like this!! i dont like feeling clingy. i do not enjoy feeling like this but im clearly fucking insane.
6. ugh now i just want to talk endlessly about him.
7. i want sour straws.
now ive ran out of random shit to talk about still cant study. this is crap.