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my night my morning was insane.
i think my heart feels too much.
there is NO WAY someone can feel this much.
my mind thinks too much
which makes my heart feel too much which it CANT handle.
its in the middle.
the middle the middle the middle
im never swayed with anything
SWAY ME DAMNIT,
i feel so stagnant.
unchanging.
even though i AM changing.
idk ive NEVER felt this way before.
extreme everything.
hats the point in thinking you know who your true friends are?
i dont trust anyone anymore.
i jswut dnt EVER KNOW.
trust is now an issue for me.
i can only rely on myself.
DONT GO THROUGH MY SHIT.
i am too insecure for my own good
& i sound like a madman right now.