Jul 07, 2004 14:40
When fixing my computer yesterday I was faced with a perplexing situation. You see I had the option of deleting everything on my harddrive and basically starting over on a clean slate. I thought about it for about 10 minutes. Should I delete all the stuff I've saved for years? All those half finished scripts and sketches, original recordings, artwork, and bullshit? YES YES YES. It's all gone. Got rid of it all. And I feel pretty damn good about it. If anything all the crap I had was just some horrible monkey on my back always laughing at me. Now that's it gone I can create a new monkey. A monkey that will probably be 100 times more evil then the primate before him.
Other then that I can't get this router shit to work. For something to work so good with my cable connection and then become inactive via DSL makes no sense to me.
I actually had to throw the computer stuff down for a bit. I was getting way too frustrated with all of it and I had to take a step back and actually prioritize what was going on in that little hot room at 7pm. For there was someone who had a much much much worse day then I, and they needed comfort. And that's what I'm there for, that and cheap laughs.
"Thank you for being part of my dream"-jonathan