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ok so i am trying to get up the conversation that would take place when i ask for my raise. see thats what i do i think of everything he can say and i have a rebuttle for everything. thats always how i do things that have some kind of importance. and today i had the perfect oppurtunity to do it and bring it up, but of course as fate would have it i forgot how to say "i want a raise" in spanish. lmao. aoumento de sueldo. i dont think thats how its spelled but maybe by me writting it here i will remember it. so anyway there we were having breakfast (frist time my boss took me anywhere) and i was looking at him ready to bring it up and all of a sudden, poof, i draw a blank. that would have been so horrible if i had said something that would have been the wrong way of saying it. *sigh* im an idiot so now i have to wait till the opportunity presents itself again and hope that everything will work out. i hate asking for things. i really do.im supposed to leave to dallas tomorrow after work but i want to ask if i can just work half a day and leave at noon. i still haven't even brought it up. i want to see if maybe i can just get my check before i leave that way i have cash to take with me, and i still haven't asked. what is it about this short old man that has me afraid? i have no idea but when it comes to talking to him about anything i get all girly and scared (given i am a girl and all). damn it. im a chicken shit.