Insert Dr. Evil laugh here_______*
The absence of substances and this new refreshed healthy journey I practice in life now has the rewards of creating a more stable, clear, and heightened awareness of myself and surroundings. Is it sobriety?? Haha I knew what I was doing ,.. I was just laughing all the way through it ,.. Maybe because I always knew it was all a big fucking joke.
This life, this reality ,.. Ever wonder why the truth is so hard to find?
I
Believe the ultimate goal was to break the subconscience,.. I believe I succeeded. That being said and out the way I find myself in Muskogee, Oklahoma... Sitting in my hotel room Holidays are but days away slowlllllly gearing up to make my Road Trip to Georgia,.. Road Dogging it is the only life for me.
This year is different though. I won't be in any dirty low lit stripper house slamming down Jack and cokes,.. Only cause I once believed bourbon was the ultimate snake oil to fight the winter sniffles and blues. What manual or book did I find this insane logic in? Ive traded in bourbon for vegetables,.. And a plethra of vitamins scattered over the restroom sink that is like this health vitality Arsenal witches brew that I'm believing keeps my Lamborghini (metaphor for body) highly tuned and always in 6th gear
This year I won't be blurred out in the cleavage of some poor stripper just trying to make a few crusty dollars to buy that cheap plastic made in China toy for her little welfare interracial baby ...
No
This year my partner in crime won't be there to fade our souls and scathe by the holiday woes
Rest in Peace Manny LLanes
Best friend I'll ever have.
This life, this reality ,.. Ever wonder why the truth is so hard to find?
I
Believe the ultimate goal was to break the subconscience,.. I believe I succeeded. That being said and out the way I find myself in Muskogee, Oklahoma... Sitting in my hotel room Holidays are but days away slowlllllly gearing up to make my Road Trip to Georgia,.. Road Dogging it is the only life for me.
This year is different though. I won't be in any dirty low lit stripper house slamming down Jack and cokes,.. Only cause I once believed bourbon was the ultimate snake oil to fight the winter sniffles and blues. What manual or book did I find this insane logic in? Ive traded in bourbon for vegetables,.. And a plethra of vitamins scattered over the restroom sink that is like this health vitality Arsenal witches brew that I'm believing keeps my Lamborghini (metaphor for body) highly tuned and always in 6th gear
This year I won't be blurred out in the cleavage of some poor stripper just trying to make a few crusty dollars to buy that cheap plastic made in China toy for her little welfare interracial baby ...
No
This year my partner in crime won't be there to fade our souls and scathe by the holiday woes
Rest in Peace Manny LLanes
Best friend I'll ever have.