Rise of the Ego
SO I find ways to break my mind free, these Metaphoric Images appear to me in wild spurts very vividly,...At first i thought were sprinkles of Schiztophrenia , but I start to listen to new age science and its the Measurment Problem Im discovering that my mind is telling me. A rubix cube of the Holographic Immune System matrix im dismantling. What does it mean? Am i Rushing into madness in a high gear or am i just consciouslly growing over my years? I decided to turn into myself and discover my own conscience, others tend to believe a significant other is the answer to their sorrows. ............I just ninja kicked a flying water bug roach and dropped it dead on its ass on the Kitchen floor,....I dont have time for distractions........Rise of the Ego,....That actually just happened too,lol
Now im thrown of topic,.....................I have recently observered I dont know when or why, but this thing we called boredom is the result of the mind tired of playing with all the little materialistic toys that keep people occupied when all one has to really do is turn into themselves and discover their creative side. Sure youll fail or not be as perfect as you had invisioned , but we learn from our mistakes and evolve from it to become better,.....why give up so easy? I wont forfeit , fall on my back or give life the satisfaction at smirking me in defeat,....
Im listening to this BIOneersr Cd about Global warming and how Earth needs to grow into its next phase of Green Living loving mother Earth,........ I found it at this Liberal Hippe Tree Hugging FREE Store communistic junk give away up in Tumwater , Seattle,.....
its on the Tv ,.....Ill leave my opinions about it in the trash can,....Im kinda tired of watchin All in the family episodes at the moment.....
So ,.........what the fuck,.......Im in this frame of thought of just conquering down and watch time fly by with no brakes and no safety nets,.......Hence the title ive chosen.
So many images inside my head ,.............its a fucking cinema and these relevations of encrypted thoughts with vibrations attached to them signaling off a mood,.............i need to remember to attache good wholesome positive energy next time i fall into a daze and focus into space...
I wanna make time to write and illustrate into my memoirs,
then i want to work on a few art pieces,
I need to work on this 2d to 3d electrical program
then i want to build a wall and enclose myself to protect my thoughts ,...............
im turning myself into my own prisoner ,........and dont have a clue when my next congical visit will be.
the only way i can prevail thru this is seperating myself as i always have in the past and pull that demon energy out of me,.....The Demon is Ego and ive done my best to rid of that fuck,...........but maybe its the seperation i have from everybody to then analyze the contraints this iron cloawed world has over all of that im able to understand........
relegion, belief systems, your ideals,.......there are no absolutes,.
im learning that more and more every day..............
we are building models of the world or universes based off the ideas and theories of the scientific mind and its slowly falling apart....
Science is based of Einsteins Theory of Relativity that nothing is faster than light....
and so it was adopted for the longest time.............Neutrinos have now been discovered and are particles faster than light,....
this whole thing we see out our eyes , this illusion is just a dream its not real,.................its always gonna evolve and never be figured out,........
i can see that now,............and always have,............i also see how our creativity of creative beings are being stifled and stripped away,............thats where i come in,...........Ego rises
Now im thrown of topic,.....................I have recently observered I dont know when or why, but this thing we called boredom is the result of the mind tired of playing with all the little materialistic toys that keep people occupied when all one has to really do is turn into themselves and discover their creative side. Sure youll fail or not be as perfect as you had invisioned , but we learn from our mistakes and evolve from it to become better,.....why give up so easy? I wont forfeit , fall on my back or give life the satisfaction at smirking me in defeat,....
Im listening to this BIOneersr Cd about Global warming and how Earth needs to grow into its next phase of Green Living loving mother Earth,........ I found it at this Liberal Hippe Tree Hugging FREE Store communistic junk give away up in Tumwater , Seattle,.....
its on the Tv ,.....Ill leave my opinions about it in the trash can,....Im kinda tired of watchin All in the family episodes at the moment.....
So ,.........what the fuck,.......Im in this frame of thought of just conquering down and watch time fly by with no brakes and no safety nets,.......Hence the title ive chosen.
So many images inside my head ,.............its a fucking cinema and these relevations of encrypted thoughts with vibrations attached to them signaling off a mood,.............i need to remember to attache good wholesome positive energy next time i fall into a daze and focus into space...
I wanna make time to write and illustrate into my memoirs,
then i want to work on a few art pieces,
I need to work on this 2d to 3d electrical program
then i want to build a wall and enclose myself to protect my thoughts ,...............
im turning myself into my own prisoner ,........and dont have a clue when my next congical visit will be.
the only way i can prevail thru this is seperating myself as i always have in the past and pull that demon energy out of me,.....The Demon is Ego and ive done my best to rid of that fuck,...........but maybe its the seperation i have from everybody to then analyze the contraints this iron cloawed world has over all of that im able to understand........
relegion, belief systems, your ideals,.......there are no absolutes,.
im learning that more and more every day..............
we are building models of the world or universes based off the ideas and theories of the scientific mind and its slowly falling apart....
Science is based of Einsteins Theory of Relativity that nothing is faster than light....
and so it was adopted for the longest time.............Neutrinos have now been discovered and are particles faster than light,....
this whole thing we see out our eyes , this illusion is just a dream its not real,.................its always gonna evolve and never be figured out,........
i can see that now,............and always have,............i also see how our creativity of creative beings are being stifled and stripped away,............thats where i come in,...........Ego rises