Back in the Saddle,....
This is going to be difficult, but i believe I need to start keeping my thoughts and the reality i see around me on a daily basis just to keep a sound mind and a healthy outlook in some sense. I can't go to far into explaining my absense from my memoirs, ...chances are I'll plug them in from time to time as if they happened just yesterday..I'm a firm believer that time has no begining or end and is all happening at the same moment,.. whcih is probablly why I don't have the urgency to wear a watch around my wrist.My thoughts feel rusty and not as spontaneous as I recall them being when writing my thoughts.
For Now I'm lazedly ...i don't even know if thats a fucking word or not,..LAZEyly* maybe?...What i'm trying to say is im dragging ass and wrapped up at this moment working again on some ideas floating in the Nogen. I cant ignore my thoughts as much as I try ,..how can anyone be in denial and unaware of the weary vibration that is engulfing this fucking planet??....I feel l ike this guitar chord and the life and energy around me are strumming my strings and it enlightens an awareness in me and consciouslly to make sense of my reality without denying it... I've been afraid to activate my thinking lately. And I've decided to go ahead and let the mind go loose again,....The creative child is locked in a box with a chained door concealing him within inside my mind and just as any hyperactive sugar induced kid cant stand being locked indoors on sunshining rainbow field days, so my conscious feels,..that little fucker is kicking the door rattling the chains and breaking out once again,..
If anything, and this is important, if anything begins to try to distract my thinking and divert its energy by introducing it fear as they usually do in my dreams and in my sleep, then those fucking entities are gonna create a bigger problem,...and i will vibrate at a level that will shatter their reality like a Chuck Norris roundhouse kick straight to the ass.
sounds crazy but this is the type of shit i have to deal with when my mind goes active..
Fuck it
For Now I'm lazedly ...i don't even know if thats a fucking word or not,..LAZEyly* maybe?...What i'm trying to say is im dragging ass and wrapped up at this moment working again on some ideas floating in the Nogen. I cant ignore my thoughts as much as I try ,..how can anyone be in denial and unaware of the weary vibration that is engulfing this fucking planet??....I feel l ike this guitar chord and the life and energy around me are strumming my strings and it enlightens an awareness in me and consciouslly to make sense of my reality without denying it... I've been afraid to activate my thinking lately. And I've decided to go ahead and let the mind go loose again,....The creative child is locked in a box with a chained door concealing him within inside my mind and just as any hyperactive sugar induced kid cant stand being locked indoors on sunshining rainbow field days, so my conscious feels,..that little fucker is kicking the door rattling the chains and breaking out once again,..
If anything, and this is important, if anything begins to try to distract my thinking and divert its energy by introducing it fear as they usually do in my dreams and in my sleep, then those fucking entities are gonna create a bigger problem,...and i will vibrate at a level that will shatter their reality like a Chuck Norris roundhouse kick straight to the ass.
sounds crazy but this is the type of shit i have to deal with when my mind goes active..
Fuck it