breaking clocks with hammers......
I havent a clue as to why i title my journal entries with such metaphoric meanings before i begin to write or type .....sometimes i just sum up what i like to believe is the bulk of bullshit that my life is engulfed with in a way or code that only i could decipher....
im sure some how or way through my stream of conciousness in writing right now those refrenses can show some validity or purpose in a strange way that only i could make the connection.......
whatever the fuck it is i know i hate the mechanics of time and im trying to destroy or beat it if not trying to obtain as much information to fuel my soul after it leaves this shit pile world humanity itself has destroyed..........im falling off track again,
so life ....its what i write abot here..whats going on ...what is so impotant for me to jot down to look back and remember...........well franky, youve managed again to complicated shit so damn much so let me begin to ADD rattle off into a summary of the bullshit ....
youve mentally dismantled yourself from reality and have adopted a very cynical outlook on life and have put yourself in a complete survival mode beyond the understandying of most to actually findmyself seperated from the views of everyone else 2 dimensional understandying of life and have slowly come to see every one (sad to say) as a massive dummed down body of wandering drones..........i find myself arguing at times to defend my position and have beome tired and have given up to try to wake up the blind masses.....
atleast that is one facet of what my mental demeanor is.....
i can exapand more in detail but why waste time....
im still currently writing a book or just writing down ideas and thoughts attached to illustration for any moron , which there are many to easily understand how the human mind has become infected if not plagued with a complete dilluted ignorance and i atleast am trying to show a step by step process if not an outline on how to come to grips of the vibrational schism of bullshit you have digested and adopted that has programmed your mind to distract you from the realities of the real codex of life we live in.....
its complicated but .......its something to keep my mind active as of right now i am no longer practicing the arts....
As for the asrt and a talent for which im highly prasied for and have succeeded in basking in my own eccentricity and ego.......whic must dont understand my ways or why i choose not to market myself like a cheap CD.........but with great music inside,........they are still seeking to line me up with a full scholarship and have offered to give me a job at the University after i finish to expand my thoughts on others , which can be enlightening i beleive during this economical crisies and fall from creative thinking we are all diseases or plagued with..where are the john lennons? where are the Ghandis??
where has the creative minds gone??
whcih reminds me in in new mexico right now and with the fucking black magic marker sharpie i have i neeed to spread the message in ever bathroom stall all the way back to san antonio tomorrow when i leave back home....
and i will write
infowars.com
ill expand on the idea later ........
so my mind is still active and still hiding things from myself in in writings .som much to say yet i need to keep it discreet and i must say......
sex is becoming quite boring for me....
although......im in a strange opportunity ,....actually i shouldnt say its an opportunity but it a dilemma im in ......my 2nd cousin has the permiscuous eye honed in on me and i dont know what to do???
it wouldnt be that much of a problem if she werent so damn good looking,..my moral and dignity are on the line in a balance of evil and good and evil right now in our time at this moment has seem to be getting the best of all of us.....
i do enjoy walking into the bar and still picking up the hootest girl there that pisses off every guy in the bar once i 1 night stand her back home....
there are tattoos every where on this current girl im dating or screwing but damn her vagina needs a fresh mint ,.......goodness shit.......i actually thought her vagina had just smoked a cigar before i hit it the oher night like mohammed ali....round after round.......
im buying the bitch luck charms cereal boxes and stuffing them with little alcohol mini bevereages.......thats enought for now
im sure some how or way through my stream of conciousness in writing right now those refrenses can show some validity or purpose in a strange way that only i could make the connection.......
whatever the fuck it is i know i hate the mechanics of time and im trying to destroy or beat it if not trying to obtain as much information to fuel my soul after it leaves this shit pile world humanity itself has destroyed..........im falling off track again,
so life ....its what i write abot here..whats going on ...what is so impotant for me to jot down to look back and remember...........well franky, youve managed again to complicated shit so damn much so let me begin to ADD rattle off into a summary of the bullshit ....
youve mentally dismantled yourself from reality and have adopted a very cynical outlook on life and have put yourself in a complete survival mode beyond the understandying of most to actually findmyself seperated from the views of everyone else 2 dimensional understandying of life and have slowly come to see every one (sad to say) as a massive dummed down body of wandering drones..........i find myself arguing at times to defend my position and have beome tired and have given up to try to wake up the blind masses.....
atleast that is one facet of what my mental demeanor is.....
i can exapand more in detail but why waste time....
im still currently writing a book or just writing down ideas and thoughts attached to illustration for any moron , which there are many to easily understand how the human mind has become infected if not plagued with a complete dilluted ignorance and i atleast am trying to show a step by step process if not an outline on how to come to grips of the vibrational schism of bullshit you have digested and adopted that has programmed your mind to distract you from the realities of the real codex of life we live in.....
its complicated but .......its something to keep my mind active as of right now i am no longer practicing the arts....
As for the asrt and a talent for which im highly prasied for and have succeeded in basking in my own eccentricity and ego.......whic must dont understand my ways or why i choose not to market myself like a cheap CD.........but with great music inside,........they are still seeking to line me up with a full scholarship and have offered to give me a job at the University after i finish to expand my thoughts on others , which can be enlightening i beleive during this economical crisies and fall from creative thinking we are all diseases or plagued with..where are the john lennons? where are the Ghandis??
where has the creative minds gone??
whcih reminds me in in new mexico right now and with the fucking black magic marker sharpie i have i neeed to spread the message in ever bathroom stall all the way back to san antonio tomorrow when i leave back home....
and i will write
infowars.com
ill expand on the idea later ........
so my mind is still active and still hiding things from myself in in writings .som much to say yet i need to keep it discreet and i must say......
sex is becoming quite boring for me....
although......im in a strange opportunity ,....actually i shouldnt say its an opportunity but it a dilemma im in ......my 2nd cousin has the permiscuous eye honed in on me and i dont know what to do???
it wouldnt be that much of a problem if she werent so damn good looking,..my moral and dignity are on the line in a balance of evil and good and evil right now in our time at this moment has seem to be getting the best of all of us.....
i do enjoy walking into the bar and still picking up the hootest girl there that pisses off every guy in the bar once i 1 night stand her back home....
there are tattoos every where on this current girl im dating or screwing but damn her vagina needs a fresh mint ,.......goodness shit.......i actually thought her vagina had just smoked a cigar before i hit it the oher night like mohammed ali....round after round.......
im buying the bitch luck charms cereal boxes and stuffing them with little alcohol mini bevereages.......thats enought for now