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oh boi.. well today was kinda normal.. nothing happened that i should be too worried about.. life is life.. all i want to kno is.. does the one who i love so dearly, feel the same about me.. i kno im not the best.. but who knows.. lol. im feeling soo unhappy right now.. its not even funny.. i dun no what to do at times.. i want to laugh n be ok with it all, but i cant.. its too much to worry about... when i say im alright.. everyone is like.. oh he said hes alright.. i guess he is.. knowing that im yellin inside like what the fuck is wrong with you.. dont you see i dont usually act this way.. i need to talk to *YOU* i cant go a day with out hearing your voice.. its drives my crazy..