Um.. friends cut? or something...
Gah,
Writers block?. Sit here another 30mins and not know what to say..
Okay well as I can't seem to talk about the important issues as its too confusing even to me. I'll just say one of my friends, those lovely daddy long legs spiders(not a harvestman) is on my cieling above my bed. The cool thing is it looks like it has loads of eggs in its jaw. Like a big ball of them.. its really interesting and I keep looking at it, not in fear but curiousity.
However it is just sitting there now but I might have to catch it at some point incase it goes off somewhere I can't find it and I don't really want 100s of its babies hatching somewhere in my room.
I may have to be harsh now. It seems like I have lost quite a few special friends.. and i'm a bit uneasy about certain people now so I barely know what to say on my LJ without pissing off anyone.
I may have to make another LJ for more personal issues/thoughts/feelings so if you are someone who "gives a shit?" well someone who does like me.. argh I don't know. Just comment and be honest I guess. So i can see what I have to work with here, I dare say this is going to shock and hurt me a bit though.. my LJ is good for that =\
Basically a friends cut?
Now I know this is going to shock, hurt, suprise me..
But I do feel I am left with a small handful of real friends who do care for me and think I am a decent guy...
Thoughts please... id prefer full honesty otherwise thers simply no point.
Writers block?. Sit here another 30mins and not know what to say..
Okay well as I can't seem to talk about the important issues as its too confusing even to me. I'll just say one of my friends, those lovely daddy long legs spiders(not a harvestman) is on my cieling above my bed. The cool thing is it looks like it has loads of eggs in its jaw. Like a big ball of them.. its really interesting and I keep looking at it, not in fear but curiousity.
However it is just sitting there now but I might have to catch it at some point incase it goes off somewhere I can't find it and I don't really want 100s of its babies hatching somewhere in my room.
I may have to be harsh now. It seems like I have lost quite a few special friends.. and i'm a bit uneasy about certain people now so I barely know what to say on my LJ without pissing off anyone.
I may have to make another LJ for more personal issues/thoughts/feelings so if you are someone who "gives a shit?" well someone who does like me.. argh I don't know. Just comment and be honest I guess. So i can see what I have to work with here, I dare say this is going to shock and hurt me a bit though.. my LJ is good for that =\
Basically a friends cut?
Now I know this is going to shock, hurt, suprise me..
But I do feel I am left with a small handful of real friends who do care for me and think I am a decent guy...
Thoughts please... id prefer full honesty otherwise thers simply no point.