May 02, 2006 10:41
Heyy all. Five months. This is the longest time I’ve been with a guy and still be in love with him like this. I honestly did not believe this relationship would go far. I thought it was one of those things you know where it last two possibly three weeks and it was over, and we would move on. But no…I got way more then I thought I would…and more then I can handle at times. Being in such a deep relationship can be hard…but it’s so worth it. Every time you see them you know it’s ing worth all the you’ve been through with them. I mean I’ve been through more with Keron (my boyfriend) then any of you guys would care to know. And when you guys have a relationship (or maybe you do) and the gets hard, don’t give up on the relationship. Your boyfriend or friend can help you through this. The bad that goes on will blow over…it won’t last forever, I know cause I thought it would never end…everything just wouldn’t stop…I’ve almost gave up, but my boyfriend showed me it’s still worth it. It always is in the end. It makes your relationship stronger with everyone around you, you have know idea. Your friends will ing go through that with you whether you realize it or not. Their there for you. Why do you think their your friends?? man don’t ever doubt your friends. Their the best out there. They care about you. I cannot explain enough how important these people are. I have no idea where I would be today if my friends were not around. I don’t even want to know where I’d be. But seriously I know what you guys are going through….I can’t even put into words what emotional pain feels like. But seriously I’m here for anyone to talk cause I don’t want anyone to feel like there alone cause their not, there’s always someone there for you. Peace.