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Wow this month has been...interesting. I've been in this current situation, where i become depressed and stay that way for a long time, and so many things have happened in the last month it's hard not to be in a depressed mood and on top of that I have been having doubts about mine and my boyfriends relationship and I was so depressed and confused about all of this for the longest time. I really didn't know what to think or what to do anymore. After this depression had dragged on I truly believed it would always be that way, where everything would go wrong, and that nothing could go right. And that really worried me. But the other day when I was chilling at a friends house with a group of people, my friend Mike took me aside and seemed concerned about me and said “What’s wrong.” And I really don’t open up to people, even if they are good friends so of course I lied and told him i was just fine and everything was okay. And I thought that would be the end of it, but it wasn’t. he told me he knew there was something wrong and that he didn’t just want to hear I was ok, cause he knew that was bull . So I ended up telling him about that was bothering me, and he made me feel a hundred times better. And I realized then that im not alone through anything; I’ll always have friends there to help me when s going on….friends are ing awesome! So yea, your never totally alone, theres always someone there looking out for you. Alrighty im gonna go chill at my friends house. YES!!! shes back from her trip, I missed her sooo much!!! Byes!!!
Oh and about my current boyfriend situation i was thinking about all the confusion I felt in our relationship and couldn’t help but wonder why I felt this way and I think……im falling for him. <3
Oh and about my current boyfriend situation i was thinking about all the confusion I felt in our relationship and couldn’t help but wonder why I felt this way and I think……im falling for him. <3